my life :D

2010-07-03T19:37:00.000+08:00

lights out- jay sean

I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired

It's you that I'm missing
It's like my brain is wired up
and there's a glitch in my system
You're like a drug and now my blood won't stop itching
I'm in critical condition
someone let me out of this prison

It's like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I could of sworn that you are still my baby
I'm on a merry-go-round
going around, driving me crazy

That's why it feels like
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won't somebody, anybody
please just turn the lights on

I won't take one step
I can't see what's coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can't see at all (at all, at all, at all)
can't see at all (no, oh no)
can't see at all (at all)
cause it's like somebody just turned all the lights off

I don't understand how one minute I just had it all
now I can't reach you cos I'm tied up with this straight jacket on
I can't breathe (breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe)
I can't see (see, see, see, see, see, see, see)

It's like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I could of sworn that you are still my baby
I'm on a merry-go-round
going around, driving me crazy

That's why it feels like
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won't somebody, anybody
please just turn the lights on
I won't take one step
I can't see what's coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can't see at all (at all, at all, at all)
can't see at all (no, oh no)
can't see at all (at all)
cause it's like somebody just turned all the lights off

Used to see my world in color girl
when you left me it's like my world turned gray
turn my winter into summer girl
why won't you help me turn night to day
I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't think at all
honestly it feels like I ain't living no more
can't say no more, can't see no more

Baby that's why it feels like
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won't somebody, anybody
please just turn the lights on
I won't take one step
I can't see what's coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can't see at all (at all, at all, at all)
can't see at all (no, oh no)
can't see at all (at all)
cause it's like somebody just turned all the lights off

2010-06-21T19:39:00.001+08:00

woots! i went swimming with my sis and cousin (ryan) just now at my uncle's condo which is at bugis. the lobby at his condo is like some kinda hotel. damn cool. =x i had a great time. :D and when i was like playing with ryan underwater, he kinda kicked me so i just threw my hands forward and accidentally scatched his face. (ouch). so erm.. if you were to look at his face now, you'll see a red line on his left cheek. HAHA. sorry. ohoh, we also went to the sauna in the lady's toilet. HOT~

2010-06-17T21:11:00.000+08:00

i think i might just smash the computer screen anytime. why? because i have a bad temper and somebody is pissing me off. gosh. okay, cool it.

2010-06-16T12:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY ONE-MONTH ANNIVERSARY 15/6 ♥
yesterday was THE-DAY. went out with him to kim seng park. to play guitar. (: but apparently, i didnt played much. he was playing the guitar most of the time. XD that place is nice with a big canal, lots of hotels and condos, dogs, people and lots of... mosquitoes? ._. i have many mosquito bites on me now. *scratch* its really itchy. =x and i hate it. lols. but i still love that place.
had ichiban for lunch at great world. yummy. ate till supurrr full. its such a big plate! then we walked. and walked around there. and decided to go back to the park. :D haha. next time imma go back there again. bye for now! (:

2010-06-14T21:06:00.000+08:00

omg. eww. last night i saw my hamsters eating the baby and like half the body was left there. then my mum and sis were like cowards, they didnt dare to throw it away and i had to do it. gross. i feel so heartless doing that.
anyways, i just came back from tiong. i went to watch the karate kid with my mum and sis. the show is awesome. :D kung fu is so cool. haha. and i saw a few familiar faces at tiong.

i've got no reason to be mad at you. i completely understand why you're like that. im just not used to it, ye know? cos no one else actually cared that much before. and you shouldnt be the one saying thank you. i should. so, thank you (: for... everything. and please forgive me that im so forgetful. i really didnt mean to forget. im sorry.

2010-06-13T23:17:00.002+08:00

i have a very interesting life thats why i couldnt find the time to blog. NOT. for the past few days, i got sick (and had to cancel the ice skating trip D: ) , i had training, friendly matches, shopping, out on a date, having luch with friends, reading and doing my fnn homework. see, i am really busy. sorry for not updating?

yesterday. - shopping at jurong point with my sis. met mj and jeremy there. played arcade (jubeat XD), i bought a new school bag at zinc and a new album of the-awesome-jay-chou and walked around. next, we went to the library. had quite a hard time searching for it. lols. mj is weird. he goes around tapping random black ppl then walk away. wth? so boliao. i'd laugh if he gets wack by that person he tapped on. haha.

be right back ;)

2010-05-31T18:25:00.000+08:00

jump Then Fall by taylor swift

I like the way you sound in the morning
We're on the phone and without a warning
I realize your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard
i like the way I cant keep my focus
I watch you talk, you didnt notice
I hear the words but all I can think is we should be together

Every time you smile, I smile
And every time you shine, I'll shine for you
Im feeling you baby
Dont be afraid to jump then fall
jump then fall into me
Baby, Im never gonna leave you
Say that you wanna be with me too
cause imma stay through it all
So jump then fall

Well, I like the way your hair falls in your face
You got the keys to me, I love each freckle on your face
Ive never been so wrapped up, honey
I like the way you're everything I've ever wanted
I had time to think it over
And all I can say is come closer
Take a deep breath and jump then fall into me
Cause every time you smile, I smile
And every time you shine, I'll shine for you
whoa..Im feeling you baby
Dont be afraid to jump then fall
Jump then fall into me

Baby, Im never gonna leave you
Say that you wanna be with me too
cause imma stay through it all
So jump then fall

The bottoms gonna drop out from under our feet
Ill catch you, Ill catch you
When people say things that bring you to your knees
Ill catch you
The time is gonna come when you're so mad you could cry
But Ill hold you though the night until you smile

whoa..I need you baby
Dont be afraid please jump then fall
Jump then fall into me
Baby, Im never gonna leave you
Say that you wanna be with me too
cause imma stay through it all
So jump then fall
jump then fall, baby
Jump then fall into me
Into me <3

And every time you smile, I smile
And every time you shine, I'll shine
And every time youre here, baby I'll show you
Il'l show you you can jump then fall
Jump then fall
Jump then fall into me
Into me

2010-05-29T19:57:00.000+08:00

my arms have bruises. -.- i played volleyball three days ago and last night i played with my cousin again plus i took off my slippers to play so now my feet aches too. lols. anyway, i brought my sis to chinese garden to play just now. ate ice-cream along the way. we took lots of silly pictures of ourselves which were damn funny. :D hahaha. YAY, gonna go ice-skating next week sunday with jan, pat, vin and clement. i think? and then 2A chalet on the 11th of may! \^^/
i've got training on tues and thurs. -.- i dont wanna go and if i dont go, i must give MC or parents letter. so troublesome luh.. i dont have a choice. i have to go. if not badminton is gonna close down because of the poor attendance. sigh... holiday aint like a holiday at all.

stop ordering me around. i am not your dog. neither am i your maid. you are so much more free than me why not you do it yourself? besides, its your job.

2010-05-28T18:26:00.001+08:00

WHAT THE HELL?! EH PEOPLE, STOP SPAMMING MY TAGBOARD WITH ADS! >:O ITS ANNOYING.

today
its a fun day because i played basketball with him. :D haha. at first i thought it was gonna be boring cos only got two people. but actually, quite okay luh. not that so boring. and i think im not awkward around him anymore. :O that should be a good thing. and what i can conclude is that, maybe, the best way to get me to open up to somebody is through playing sports. am i right to say that? i dont know... o.o anyways, i am currently looking at something at facebook and LAUGHING OUT LOUD. :D and my mummy is cooking some awesome food so imma go eat it now. bye!

2010-05-28T18:18:00.000+08:00

yesterday
it was meet the parents session. and mrs dass complained about my skirt. (i knew it!!) but she said my results were good. and im staying in Band1. (i hate this. -.-) plus i failed math so im gonna have tuition for it. (oh great. finally! :D )
thats all for yesterday.. :)

2010-05-28T18:12:00.000+08:00

26th may
wasnt punished for skipping class. mrs dass didnt even say anything about it. phew~ i thought i was gonna have detention. LOL . then i stayed back after school till like 5 plus because jan and i havent do finish our chinese newspaper journal and it was the last day to hand it up. hand in any later and will minus marks. one day late, one mark gone. but at the end of it we decided to hand it up the next day. dont care. btw, bangbang keep coming into the class. he was playing catching and hide and seek with his friends. haha. so he was hiding in my class then he saw jan and i working so hard on our work and said, "aiya! no need do la!~" tsk. not like you lor.. only know how to play and slack all day. LOL!

2010-05-28T18:04:00.001+08:00

25th may
i did something that i havent done in ages- pon class. but i wasnt the anyone. who cares anyway? it was the second last day of school, doubt there would be any important lessons.so yeah, im whatever with it and i have a perfect excuse- i thought school ended early. :D okay, maybe not a very good excuse.
then i went to watch "last song" with him at cathay. :) but before that we walked at plaza sing and the first thing that came to my mind was ELECTONE~~ which is at yamaha. i still remember he said he was gonna teach me. but when we went there the electone wasnt working. WTH. the electricity wasnt on. -.-" so we played the piano instead. the electric keyboard is damn cool :D ohoh! he knows how to play canon. :D i've forgotten how to play that song. ): i still remember how to play one song which is called...........? i dunno. isit "fur elise"? i think so.
the last song was quite a nice show. touching and funny. the little kid could really act. :D before i wtched it, i checked up on it. reviews said that the show is very touching till its makes you wanna cry. then im like oh no, i hope i dont cry but in the end, i did. like my eyes got tears. :X lol.

2010-05-23T22:38:00.000+08:00

my mum is such a bitch.
when i came back from indonesia after the camp, i was like damn tired and was having a headache. then my mum called me.
me: "hello?"
mum: "where are you?"
me: "at harborfront. just came back"
mum: "i go over to grandma house now. you later take mrt go there yourself"
me: "huh? orh okay."
mum: "and help me that the things i left on the sofa"
me : "orh"
mum: "bye"
me "bye"
see, she doesnt even bother asking if im alright. she just orders me around like some dog. and its so freaking late already yet she expects me to take the mrt there. its gonna take me an hour! whatever. i took the taxi.. crazy bitch.

2010-05-22T22:00:00.004+08:00

back from a nightmare
camp was partially fun, and partially sucky, im referring to the mountain climbing. i hated the way up cos it was so slippery that i fell. i literally had to crawl on the muddy soil. not that i mind it was disgusting but the experience was just, excruciatingly horrible. the way down was AWESOME. at some super steep part, there were ropes to help us so that we wouldnt roll down. it was like absailing. so fun. oh, and the waterfall is so nice. the ppl over there built a swimming pool around it. THE WATER THEY SWIM IN WAS FROM THE WATERFALL. so cool right? :D LOL. some other people walked the wrong way so they took ages to come down. bel sy sufa ryan castor and me were the first few to finish it. btw, the food there is horrible. eww~~ and the flies keep flying everywhere! so annoying!
the hotel was nice. NOT. cos the air-con broke down. i was sleeping in sweat. jan had to call room service three times! -.- but in the end it was fixed. thank god. able to sleep in peace~
before sleeping, me kaili phoebe janice had bubble bath. not the body, just the leg only cos our legs were aching from the climb up the mountain. did you know, i didnt dare close my eyes when i was bathing? i didnt lock the bathroom door either. i was afraid. XD im the very supertitious type so.. yeah. its understandable. haha.
there was shopping too. i bought lots of junk food, everybody did. and now, i feel horrible because im sick. (: and i also bought this really cute dress for my sis. i think she's gonna love it. <3 btw, the bubble tea here taste so good! better than singapore's one! really! im so gonna miss it. ): and i smuggled bubble gums XD
on the second day, we had to go to madrasah school. i was the leader of my group for sports and had to teach the students there how to play some of the games like volleyball and captains ball but they already know how to play. so we just play with them lor. :D im telling you, when they play soccer, ITS SUPER SCARY. fierce and rowdy. they even took off their shoes to play when there were so many rocks all over the place. then i saw one of the girls leg bleeding but she didnt care. i think she dont even know it was bleeding. OMG. i just stood there and when the ball came i just kick it. :x in comparison, they are better than us in soccer but when it comes to captains ball and volleyball, we rock. :D haha. the other groups had to teach them english. from what i heard, it appears that it was fun teaching them. the age range was from 12 to 15. no fixed age. so some of them were very small sized and cute. there was quite a big communication break down so we used sign language to communicate with them. i think they are very interesting people. (:
hmmm... did i miss out anything? i think not. haha

now
im at my grandma's house taking care of my cousin and sis bacause the parents went out and now, they are making a lot of noise. oh f***, SHUT UP PLEASE. -.- OH YAY! they just came back! :D but they're gonna play mahjong. -.- shit.
i just noticed that this blog is like damn old. then when i look back at all my previous posts, i remembered a lot of things that i forgot. (:

2010-05-19T22:35:00.002+08:00

HI :D i had quite a fun day and i spent a lot of money. :X
there's no school today because we have to do some e-learning thing on the com. it took me like 10 minutes to do finish. lol. then i felt bored so i told my mum i was going to the library. after that i ran off to CITYVIBE. (she doesnt know) because i felt like playing jubeat at the arcade. XD i called jan down too. since she stayed nearby.
okay, this is weird. a fat malay dude asked for my number. he look like some sec1.
i played jubeat, basketball, car racing and lastly, shooting. after i played finish that, i heard some laughters from behind. i thoought they were laughing at me playing the shooting game so i turned around and see that dude standing, holding his handphone out in front of me. he said, "er my friend want your number." then all his friends burst out into laughters.
i said "who's your friend?"
he said "he not here"
im like huh? what? "why you want my number?"
he said "erm make friends luh"
=.= i took his phone, and pressed my number in. then i walked off. LOL. i gave the wrong number. :D MUAHAHAHA.
btw, YAY. i got e-amusement card now. :D haha.

ITS CAMP DAY TMR. WEEEEEEEE~~~ FUN . how i wish the whole sec3 pupils are going though. ): so gonna miss you.. goodnight people. be back on friday (: toodles!

2010-05-18T21:29:00.001+08:00

yesterday
i couldnt sleep last night. as i lay wide awake on the bed,i weeped silently while hugging destiny. i stared at it and all the memories flashed through my mind. sigh. heartbreaks. could you sleep? i wonder if you were also lying wide awake on your bed too. i told you i didnt mind but actually i do because i cant just let go of you that so easily.
this morning
this morning's weather suits my mood perfectly. i walked slowly under the slight drizzling of the rain and with the song "a perfectly good heart" playing repeatedly in my phone. i really dont wanna go to school but there's a workshop that i have to attend. was thinking, "oh damn, im sure today is gonna suck ): " actually, the workshop was quite fun. the teacher was hilarious. i love her interesting stories. there were also games. totally awesome. <3 this morning i wanted to have a heart to heart talk with you but i didnt have the guts to ask. even if i did, i wouldnt know what to say. it'll be so awkward. so i thought that maybe i should just keep my mouth shut and leave you to decide the outcome. its just that... if we really were to remain as friends then we might drift further apart. i think that despite the fact we dont know each other well, but as time goes by, im sure there would be an understanding built between us.
now
everything is alright already. (: oh, i went to jan's house just now. ate then went downstairs to slack. suddenly it was rainning like crazy. i was patially wet. actually there's badminton training but i didnt wanna go. ._. so yeah, i ran around the void deck. then jan was like, you crazy uh. i turn around then i see you *toing toing toing*. hahaha. sorry luh. i hyper mah. somemore drink the bubble tea then sugar rush lor :D

i wanna play technica and jubeat. who wants to go arcade with me? hmmm. jan.....? XD
its been awhile since i last drew in my sketch book. feel like drawing something else. but no inspiration. i still love the sunflower picture i drew. got the inspiration from a tv show. haha

look upon another's need,
love demands the loving deed.
tell that one your love is true,
prove it by the things you do.

2010-05-17T22:49:00.001+08:00

YAY. there's gonna be a sec3 camp in indonesia, karimun which would be held on thursday to friday for my class. its a two days one night trip and we're taking the ferry there. i thought aeroplane sia. D: and we're going with class 3F. we'll be staying in a hotel. NOT. its actually a motel. it doesnt have towels, toothbrush. -.- and dass said the place is well known to have prostitudes there. crappy place.
im sure im gonna have fun, cos i love camps. cos i can stay far far away from home and get to spent the days with my awesome friends. :) but i dont understand why some people dont like the idea of having camps. :O camp is so fun lor! the adventures and dangers. i love it. :Dv anyways, joyce aint going bacause of HER. -.- sad. ): ohoh, there's gonna be shopping! but is only 45 mintues. tsk. but at least better than nothing. im thinking of bringing destiny along. :)
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today is like damn lame luh. had to practice walking in and out of the hall for some kinda investiture thing. waste of time~ its for the prefects, sports leaders, class committee blabla. whats there to practice uh? its just walking into the stage and sitting down at the chairs. like that also need practice ? o.o its not like a fashion show. :x then ms koh made me clip my fringe up which made me look like an idiot. -.- somemore need go up to the stage, shake hands with mr loh and TAKE PICTURE. OH NO. Dx urgh.
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i watched iron man 2 yesterday with him and i totally agree that iron man 1 is so much better to watch. at vivomax, the theater is HUGE and its freezing in there. one thing i dont like about movies is that i always freeze. i doubt blankets can keep me warm enough. honestly, body heat is the best solution. :x
and we made destiny before the movie. ITS PINK! its very cute luh. >.< i hugged it during the movie and it kinda kept me warm. btw, destiny is no ordinary bear hor! its from him which makes is so special. everytime i look at it, i'll be reminded of him. which is why i wanna bring it with me during the indonesia camp trip. i hope nobody steals it. putting it at home is unsafe anyway. my sis might do something to it. :x hehe. his hands are so cold like ice. thought it would be warm. but nevermind luh, i shall keep it warm. :)
me- i am born to be quiet in nature and indecisive. i tend to keep a lot of things to myself. so yeah, thats what you have to know.

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right now, im depressed. there are many things going through my mind now. and im sure you're thinking about it too. OH GOD. but the decision is yours.
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the hurtful past
yes, true. you dont know much about me. same here. i just need you to trust me that im taking this seriously. THIS IS NOT A GAME. i know the feeling of being toyed with. and i will not toy with you. i really cant do that.
i was hurt once, my heart shattered. i treated him seriously, i was forced to give my first kiss to him, and in the end, it was just a game to him. he dumped me. i was a toy whom he got bored of. and that wasnt the end of it. after we broke up, he sent me hurtful msged, critizing me and was accused by him of doing something i didnt do. i had to be councelled by mrs cheam. i'll never forget the day he made me apologise in his face when i didnt do anything wrong. i tried not to cry. sigh. that was two years ago. i was a naive little girl. heh. im not now. omg, im so regretful. do i still hate him? NO. not anymore. i cant hate people for a long time.
end of trgic story.

2010-05-14T17:11:00.000+08:00

now that the examinations are over, i have nothing to do. all i do when i get home is sit in front of the com and surf. or that i read the chinese book i HAVE TO READ. its for the holidays. particularly fridays are the most boring-est day everrr~ argh. i wanna go down to play bball but im lazy. i want to sleep but i i'd rather do more meaningful stuff. so, i've decided that i'll just blast ma music and sing along. (: music♥

2010-05-14T16:43:00.000+08:00

ss- 14/30 D7. fail~
english- 24/45 C6 just pass~
poa- 80/100 A1 YAY!
FnN- section a and b- 38.5/55 A2
i havent got back the fnn paper section c yet. hope i pass luh..

class is just so boring today. wasnt interested in going through the papers. and we had to go through our english paper at the conmerse(dunno how spell) room. omg so many ppl. 4 classes in one room. -.- i gave the bear-in-the-box to him this morning by placing it on his chair :D i reached school at like 640. nobody in class :O which is good. i dont want anybody to see. so paiseh. =x LOL. i got the same marks as him for geog and english :D wow.

me: hi! hope you like your early present. :D sorry that you have to carry the big box around. ._.
him: lol wad a surprise. anyways, thanks. :D
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him: why is it named fate uh?
me: haha. i dunno. its suits the bear. i took damn long to choose the name lor.
him: lets go make another one lei. :) give you. call destiny.
me: couple bears. XD so cute. haha. okay. (:
him: lol, okay sure. :) when we watching movie go make.

aww. isnt he sweet? (: ♥
he's gonna go to malaysia with his family tmr. ): and its his birthday. i think he's gonna celebrate there or something. :O HAVE FUN :D

* imma pray for you that you'll do well for fnn :D*

2010-05-13T17:13:00.000+08:00

screwed up day
got back our results today and i failed math. as expected. wanted to cry about it but i just cant because i was pepared about it. i could only sigh for the rest of the day.
chinese- 51 C6
math- 40.5 E8
chemistry- 66.4 B3
physics- 60.7 A2
geography- 75 A1
yeah, thats all i know for today. we'll get back the rest of the papers tmr. (: i think im gonna fail ss :O

yesterday
i went to vivo with janice and joyce after school to make the "build a bear" present. its so damn cute luh! and its blue. haha. it costs me like..70 bucks. heartpain. but its for him as a birthday present. so...its okay. (: im very willing to do that. then.. i saw castor at the arcade and he said he was waiting for the guys- ex 2D ppl. they were watching back up plan. i think its some kinda class outing?
then i slacked at the top floor at some corner which had a wide open space where we could see the pretty scenery of the sea. except for the contruction part. the place is awesome <3
i hope he'll like his present. *cross fingers* im gonna place it on his table tmr. though his birthday is on sat. but there's no school on that day so i cant pass it to him. which is why im giving it tmr (:

2010-05-11T14:18:00.001+08:00

after school, was wondering where the hell he flew off to. one moment he were sitting right there. the next, he went *poof* :O and guess what? when i was on the way home, i saw him standing downstairs my block with his friend buying canned drinks from the vending machine. he was gonna play soccer. then his friend waved to me. haha. i waved back. when i walked past them HE said bye. (:
tmr last paper :D wee!

2010-05-10T17:53:00.002+08:00

awesome day today :D and also for the past three days. im so happy!!
today is awesome because my physics teacher said im second in class. distinction :D its amazing how i actually did that. cos all along i've been really weak in physics. my hard work had paid off and credit goes to mr tan the awesome physics teacher who gave us remedial lessons. THANK YOU!
then... today's chemistry paper was quite easy, math paper two is a gone case (: haha. right before math paper started, mavis and i were still in lala land, like living in bliss. we were totally laughing and grining away. nothing could distract us from our dream land. NOT EVEN MATH. the reason? im not gonna say.. (: hees. tmr is FnN paper. yes! one more day and everything is over. excluding listening compre. urgh. FnN -.-

im gonna build a bear for him & give it to him on friday. one day before his birthday. (: gonna go vivo with joyce and janice to build it on wednesday. shall it be a girl or a boy? and i actually have to name it. -.- oh god. HOW? i cant think of any. :O

confessions ♥

2010-05-06T13:39:00.001+08:00

i like today's papers~ ! :D not that difficult for chinese and geog. probably will pass luh. haha.
i had ss and math yesterday. so screwed for math. -.- dont know how to do lots of questions.. hais. i suck in math :) whatever.. EXAMS FASTER OVER PLEASE~ 4 more paper left. tmr is PHYSICS. OHNO!! :O
time to study. :D

& you are occupying too much of my mind :O please leave. i need to stuff my studies inside! but thats impossible. haha

2010-05-04T20:55:00.000+08:00

hi :D
i had poa and chinese paper today. okay luh. not that difficult for both. i managed to balance the first question for poa. phew. i think i checked it like 4 times to get the right answer. LOL. i just anyhow scribble some crap for chinese compo.
overall, day = bad and good.
bad because i dont have enough time to study ss and math. and my eyes is so freaking tired. but i cant sleep. have to chiong studies T.T
good because i hear some good stuff today. :D shh..
tmr's paper, gg liao . haha.

2010-04-30T21:58:00.000+08:00

the scary scene.

my classmate got canned in class today by Mr khoo because of the benny thing. its so damn freaking scary when he whipped the cane. you could hear the "woosh" sound so clearly. it sends chills to my bones. most of the girls in class couldnt bare to watch the frightening scene, some even cried. my eyes were just teary.. then we went out of class to sit. even from outside, we could hear the sound of the cane hiting him. its like so "ouch". students from the other classes were standing outside with curious eyes wanting to know what was happening. i think he got canned 3 times. later when i asked him whether it was painful, he said NO. wow. man sia. lol.

we had our english paper one and two today. i dunno if i can pass.. x.x i think i exceeded 500 words for my compo about resilience. -.-
there's no school on monday. YAY. :D i might be swimming at my japanese uncle's condo. or maybe not. cos got exams the next day. chinese and poa. D: sucks luh. need remember format. -.-

2010-04-29T22:16:00.002+08:00

im so hardworking today..

had remedial lessons for physics and i realised that Mr Tan's teaching skills isnt that so bad afterall. i think its so much easier to teach and understand what he's talking about when there's lesser ppl around to distract. his remedial lesson helped A LOT. & im going for it again tmr. i dont understand ":free fall". -.- vin was around for half of his lesson too. :D eventhough he's not from our class. haha. he should come for tmr's remedial lesson too. since he dont really understand physics either. XD
then... kinda chiong math & i didnt know part of sec2 work is in the MYE too. x.x wth. exams officially starts tmr!! AHH.. english paper1 & 2. im screwed for report writing. :Dv

GOOD LUCK EVERYBODY! FOR MID-YEAR EXAMINATION!! :D

2010-04-27T22:09:00.003+08:00

i laughed a lot today. because of the sweet loving JOYCE. telling sick jokes in class, during the boring chinese lesson, to kaili and me which made us laugh non-stop. :D jan was like "what's wrong with you people? o.o" LOL. XD

during ss, half the class were sent outta class. because we didnt do our homework. AWESOME. and then we were too noisy so, ms lim made us sit outside the general office. we didnt. we sat at the green corner which is NEAR the general office. :D we were suppose to complete our work, but i guess we cant be bothered & decided to chit-chat instead. haha.

my depressed mood came after ss period. joyce said he diao me. =.=" I'm like, WTH. for? i didnt do anything. o.o urgh. whatever. DONT CARE~

after school was weird. 3A,B,C were like still in class studying & having lesson when the bell already rang. TOTAL SILENCE. only us, 3D were making so much noise. lol. 3A,B,C in exam mode liao. US, like...i dunno? so relax. x.x

started laughing like crazy when i was on the way home with joyce. she was telling her shit-ting story which is damn hilarious. XD laugh till my cheeks were aching.. haha. WEEE~ (:

was studying POA just now. almost done. i cant get the format in my head!! Dx i'll continue studying tmr.. & revise ss. i think im gonna fail. O.O damn.

guess what, i havent returned two books i borrowed from the library during the march holidays. -.- got FINE already. i'll return it tmr. :D if i remember. wonder if he has returned it yet. hmmm...

私はどれだけあなたが私に向かって感じるかを知りたい。

2010-04-26T23:01:00.002+08:00

2010-04-26T21:39:00.006+08:00

dont you find it weird that people just hate you when you never even do anything to them?

monday "bluez"

sunday nights are most torturing. i can never sleep well. so the next day, i'll feel damn horrible to go to school. -.- which is today.. im so tired..
50 new emails today! all from tagged. "blablabla bought you", blablablablabla bought you" LOL. im like huh? whut? i dont even use tagged anymore~

was suppose to have remedial with physics teacher today but too bad he couldnt make it D: so i went to jan's house to see her dress that she's gonna wear on wed to watch some kinda play. afterwards, i did alittle of my homework, ate magi mee and im outta there. took a taxi home but later realise there's extra charge & I'VE GOT NOT ENOUGH. OH NO~ but the uncle was very kind, so i just pay him with whatever money i have. thank you uncle :D you are so nice.

i have a surprise fnn test tmr. does it even count as a surprise test when she already informed us of it? o.o haha.. EXAMS IN 4DAYS!!! AHHHHH..... SCREW IT Dx i havent even started studying.. sigh... imma so lazy.

jan just let me listen this jap song on youtube. its damn nice XD haha

btw, i hate physics. (:

homework day

2010-04-25T21:34:00.006+08:00

homework day.

today, i practically lock myself up in the room doing my homework. cos its homework day. im finally done with all 12 of it. yes ah! :D im such a good girl =x haha. i just came back from dinner outside. im curently blogging and on msn . brandon, bel, kojak, ryan, kiong, me, phoebe & joseph are in a damn random convo in which i dont know what the hell they're talking about. :D so i've decided to leave the convo. LOL.

dont know who to side with. who's right, who's wrong. but so what if you are older than all of us by one year? that doesnt mean that you can just push us around. and why are you hiding things from jan? just bacause she's friends with HER? dont you ever dare think of kicking her outta the group. nobody's the master of the group. if you're so afraid that history would repeat itself, why not try keeping a low profile? think about it.
a sincere apology could be key to resolving the problem (:

*picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor. reaching for the phone cos i cant fight it anymore. and i wonder if i ever cross your mind? to me it happens all the time.*

she's back.

2010-04-25T12:17:00.005+08:00

hello people! im back. :D i'll try to update as much as possible (:
yesterday was a bad bad day. mummy and sis are acting so bitchy. i hate them. -.- seriously.
im rushing my FnN evaluation now. i almost forgot about it. huilin reminded me :)i stll have so many other homework to do. OH GOD. SAVE ME.(i doubt he'll do anything.)
i shall go now. be right back :D

2010-01-04T21:11:00.002+08:00

long time no write 8D

2010-01-04T20:49:00.006+08:00

hello~ today was the first day of school. 8D new life in upper sec. new class, & new classmates.
i didnt sleep last night cos i couldnt sleep. dont know why... -.- so i wasnt that hyper in school..
almost fell asleep for every lesson. =x
form teacher- its still mrs dass. (:
chinese teacher- mrs lim again!
geog teacher- ms lim charlene. nice lady. 8D
f n N- mdm zheng~
& i so hate my timetable... school ends at 330 on tues and thurs!!!!!! Dx me dont like~
lols. and im turning 15 on thursday! 8D hoho~ happy happpy~
ill write again tmr (: bye.

Back!

2009-11-05T19:31:00.004+08:00

god. miss the computer so so much. D:

finally the holidays have come. no homework, no need to study. wee~~ but, i'd rather not have holidays and spend more time in school with 2A!!! Dx its so sad luh... we're all gonna go to different class. ): and im going to 3D -.- damn it. 4 years with mrs dass as my form teacher! should have done better at my math. its HOPELESS~ ugh. could have gone to 3C. oh well, at least i have a with of the 2A-ians going to D with me :D janice, brandon, kah weng, ren yu, alex, still have more~ haha.

the holidays is practically boring D: but, im gonna get a piano soon :D which is making me very very happy! XD hahas. moving house next year too !! :D and... this saturday gonna go to east coast :D yay.

revive~

2009-10-10T23:22:00.004+08:00

yo people! long time never update. sorry~ x.x
hmmmm. life's great! i guess? im back to redhill already. no more early wakings! XD haha.
exam is just over. WOOHOO!!! i stress until i had a strand of white hair. seriously. =x
just went ice-skating last thurs. it was so fun but painful at the same time. ouch. my legs. but i dint fall. :D heh. went ice-skating with pat. im so gonna go back there again. :D next time must go with him XD lols~
im so worried about the results. ugh~ must get in to 3B!!!!!
now the school's gym is open, gonna go on monday :D with vin and pat.
oww, i miss jan D: she went overseas~ hais. be back soon! >< kay la. late already. time to go! cya. :)

i finally learnt to let go of him~
a new journey awaits in front of me.
a new beginnning with *him.
1 month, i week.

2009-09-24T12:47:00.002+08:00

sorry people! wont be online for a while x.x cya~

no studying~ hoho

2009-07-18T11:59:00.005+08:00

i missed whole school of lessons yesterday. heh heh. cos i went to AYG center. only for sport leaders. :D at the beginning we had to play some kinda game. i grouped with lionel , leon , hwee ying, nico blablabla. total got 9 ppl.
there were alot of talks. which is damn boring. -.- then after the talk got ppl interview me. haha. ask alot of questions about sports.
then we had our free time. i tried out judo, boxing and hand ball. :D
had an enjoyable time. :D haha.
went back to school at 1 plus. i stayed in school with hwee ying to play frisbee until 5.
slowly more and more ppl joined in. kenneth, marx, rafael, kairul blabla. played alittle of soccer and volleyball too. =x
there was once, i took a scotchtape and wrote KUKUBIRD. and i paste it on kairul and kenneth. hahaa. kairuls one dropped so he dint know. but kenneth saw it. XD oops. haha.

i really wished that i could just forget those memories. then.. i wouldnt have to live in useless hope. then i could just let it go easily. and that is my mission now. to just let you go and let someone else into my life.

the jumpy dog

2009-07-15T18:00:00.005+08:00

good afternoon! :D
went to marilyn's house after school. i just realised she stay at lakeside too =x
she has a dog at home :D damn kawaii luh. its white in colour. i forgot his name and breed. =x
he likes jumping up on ppl. -.- his nails are long. and when he jumped on me, he scratched me. T.T OUCH* he's too excited. -.- gonna go over again tmr. :D im just too bo liao. haha.
btw, HARRY POTTER SHOW IS OUT TMR!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna watch :D anybody?

私は今日会わなかった。

sian uhhs.

2009-07-14T20:24:00.011+08:00

yo. :D
my hand is like damn pain now. cos i wrote & coloured over 20 letters of appreciation letter yesterday. furthermore i played frisbee, basketball & volleyball on friday, yesterday & today. hand is aching... and there's bruises too. zzz. i dont have a choice. have to practice.
ugh. just finished doing my F n N work. have to chiong my art also. F*** luh. still got test ans so much homework.

私がそこにいることを最終的に実現した。挨拶した

2009-07-11T10:08:00.004+08:00

yes! i dint have to g o for detention yesterday. :D cos i gave a letter. hoho.
but then i still hang around too. join hwee ying for detention. she never bring book. -.-
then went to borrow volleyball from the pe room. :D played soccer with it XD haha.
also played frisbee, basketball (play like 10 mins only). stayed in school till 6. :D had to go pick my sis from her pri school at 630. there quite alot of upper sec guys who stayed even longer. they were playing soccer with the volleyball. -.- some guys were at ISH playing basketball.
when i got home was damn hungry luhs. dint eat lunch. -.-
anyways, gtg. cya.

挨拶しないで歩いた。突進にあるか。私を無視している。なぜか。

pon class

2009-07-08T20:27:00.005+08:00

hello~i missed the com. eventhough its been like only a few days. lols..
today i ponned literature programme thing. its super boring luh.
until i found out that wad ever work was given is counted in exam, i totally regretted. -.-
think gonna get into trouble or wadever. DEAD MEAT.
okay. wadever. i'll think of something.
the class was like from 2.2o - 5.30. damn long. i sat at the canteen. doing my homework. see. im such a good girl. :D hehs.
then walked around school. had to wait for patrizha for the lit thing to end. .....

Oh, btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALANDRA!!! :D

~ 歩いた。さようなら振った。私はあなたに話したいと思ったが、余りに速い去った。私はあなたに話すことを逃す。

a week has passed

2009-07-04T10:43:00.003+08:00

monday no school !!! :D yes man. can sleep more XD
saw kevin on t he way to school :D haha
that day passed damn fast. cos its was friday. school ended earlier. :D
after school went home with janice. and i saw my other friend on the train again! pri school mate. choo jun hao. :D ahas. he was going to boon lay for guitar lessons. :D
from tiong he go until boon lay. -.- so far.
sian. i dint pass up my chinese work. im doomed. minus mark. =x

bye~

4th day of school

2009-07-02T17:12:00.003+08:00

woo. guess who i saw on the way to school this morning? aint telling ya. XD ahahas.
i hate thursday's time table. i have to see mrs dass for 6 periods? -.-
today no chinese :D hoho.
i love chemistry lessons. keep me awake heehee:D
had our first SE lesson. you should know wad it is. then it was like all the girls were trying not to laugh =x heehee. the guys were also having SE lessons. they were next door. damn noisy luh. laugh until so loud. i could hear alex's laughter the loudest. ahas. :D

something's up with vincent.. he doesnt want to tell me. could see he was damn upset. ):
i kinda know why. but i aint gonna say. privacy. get it? :D
gotta rush my chinese homework now.
bye~

day 3 of school

2009-07-01T18:25:00.003+08:00

woah. mr aslam is like going so fast with the teaching. -.- i dont really understand it. im dumb. =x anyone can teach me? hehs.
im so damn sleepy today. almost fall asleep in class. i tried my best to stay awake. vincent slept for the whole period of chinese class. and he is siting right in front of the teacher! the teacher dint notice! -.- wad the fish. i should have slept too. ugh.
then there was F n N class. next week got practical. :D woohoo!
im lucky to be in group B cos it was ms yanti taking us. group A was mdm zheng. eee... dun want.
after school had ''remedial'' . was suppose to bring some article and do the notice the board but nobody brought any articles. sat there and stare at each other. mrs dass was damn pissed. halfway she went down to get some markers after awhile, the lift was making so much noise. someone was stuck in the lift. the whole class ran out to see wads happening. we all thought it was mrs dass stuck in there. XD but it wasnt. it was actually 9 sec5B boys. hahas.

oh, and bad news. maybe not to you. but it is to me.
THE PIANO IS NOT IN THE HALL D: D: crap.

and the hall is nice. new flooring and nice paintings. :D

i've done finish my photo journalism! yes! finally! now im left with chinese book review. damn it.

day 2 of school

2009-06-30T22:33:00.003+08:00

bang head on wall in frustration. i should have said hi... -.-

i woke up at 6am today when im suppose to be awake at 5. thought i was gonna be late for school. wanted to take the taxi but then i thought: what a waste of money. not worth it. rather be late for school.
in the end i wasn't late. :D lucky lucky.
today was fun. had two ''free period'' =x art teacher dint came up. so i played badminton outside the class with janice and vincent. alex and thomas borrowed the racket for awhile too.
after school played badminton again. :D heh. and thats when the first sentence i said earlier applies. dont wanna tell you wad exactly does it means.. XD
had ICT lesson. did some kinda movie making stuff. boring.
bought my bus stamp at redhill mrt then so called accompanied vincent home. WANTED TO but we missed the stop. -.- how stupid. continued the travel till harbofront mrt. from there we said bye and went home. :D doing my homework now. ttyl (:

first day of school

2009-06-29T22:30:00.004+08:00

hello~
first day of school today. holidays are over D: sad.
i really missed school. (:
love the food at the canteen. :D
why is the canteen so yellow? -.- just because strathmore won? pian xin. so unfair.
stress man.. so many homework undone. furthermore now got more homework. MATH. sucks. ;x
geog teacher was damn funny. that mr chan. ahahas. cute luh he. XD
mrs dass was telling us about shakespears blabla. LITERATURE -.-
had a new chinese teacher. a old one. seems quite okay. but mrs dass said she is damn strict- which is a good thing. heh. either we love or hate her. hmmm. lets be friends :D ahahas.
time to go to bed. cya (:

badminton training yesterday

2009-06-27T11:47:00.003+08:00

training was suppose to be like from 11-1 but in the end it became 11-12 -.- cos there was no teacher so everybody just left early.
was about to go home. was damn grumpy cos still so early and i dont wanna go home yet. then i saw kevin. thought i might just tag along with him awhile..
saw hweeying and huilin coming back to school. decided to borrow basketball from the basketball guys. they were having training.
we played basketball at the top floor of the ISH.
went to dawson to eat at 2.30 then to queensway. go see see the badminton rackets at the same time i bought another FBT. oh, and bought friendship bands. :D haha. i went home at 4..
sian uhs.. school gonna reopen le.. dont think got time to use com D: okays. cya.

SAKAE ON THURSDAY

2009-06-27T11:33:00.004+08:00

went to eat sakae on thursday at novena(damn far luh). :D yum yum.
i have not been eating unagi for years! cos the last time i ate it, i hated it.
but then this time, i tried to eat it again. amuzingly, i liked it! :D hah!
marx ate alot alot of unagi sushi. =x
berlin and han wei ate quite alot too. haha.
we went to bugis thinking of watching movie but its fully booked! D: what tha fish.
then we walked to suntec city. the timing for the show was too late. -.- hais..
wanna watch transformers leh... T.T
too bad then. next time bah. :D who haven watch? school reopen go watch :D teehee.

2009-06-25T23:19:00.001+08:00

Capricorn
Your element: Earth
Your ruling planets: Saturn
Symbol: The Goat
Your stone: Garnet
Life Pursuit: To be proud of their achievementsVibration: Poweful resilient energyCapricorn Secret Desire: to be admired by their family and friends and the world at large
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I LOST MY PHONE.

2009-06-20T20:48:00.003+08:00

hey people. i lost my phone. so.. i cant msg. T.T all my music... GONE. all my contacts. GONE.
i went swimming just now. then left it in the toilet. 3hours later then i realise it was gone. -.- blur right.
anyways, yesterday went out with yvonne to suntec city. bought ice-cream. one cup 6 dollars -.-
then bought a shorts and a top. and also a slipper.
this thursday gonna eat sakae with han wei berlin and marx. :D hahaha. yeah!

badminton~

2009-06-18T12:38:00.003+08:00

yesterday played badminton the whole day. damn tiring luh.
played at tama jurong cc there with mars, wangyi, brenda and alvin+auntie and her daughter.
i was playing with alvin and i kinda like smash until him? uhh. the shuttle cock keep hiting until him. and almost hit until there. =x er-hem. sorry alvin! XD haha

DRAG ME TO HELL.

2009-06-13T10:28:00.006+08:00

boo! went out with garrett to watch DRAG ME TO HELL yesterday at jurong point. XD hoho. scary sia!

kumar could have come but he got tuition... D: rahs.

during the show garrett freaked out alot. i did too. but i wasnt the one going " aaahh f***! what happening?! " -.- lols. some part of the show was eww... when the person vomited into somebody else mouth. blehhh.. and then girls were screaming alot at the back..

people out there, you should watch it. its nice :D haha.

after the show i went to find kor kor.. talk abit then i went to block 399 there to buy some chinese medicine.. cos im sick. im better today. (:

なぜ彼女をそんなに保護するか。私はあなたに何も意味しないか。それは私は感じることなぜ私を好むが、ことにあるか本当ではない。ちょうど素晴らしいか。私の中心は敏感である。それと遊んではいけない。

2009-06-08T10:19:00.003+08:00

hello ~
busy saturday... played basketball for the whole day. until 11am. i made some new friends. :D yeah. one of them is couching me. woohoo! :D
sunday was boring... went for a ministrail walk at henderson cc. vincent brought along his volleyball. so i played awhile with emmeline and vincent. went home and slept after that.
today, i might be playing badminton with a new friend i just made. cross my fingers that my mum allows. gtg.

the whole day out playing! :D THURSDAY

2009-06-05T17:08:00.008+08:00

BOO! :D i am outta house from 8am to 12am. on thursday. woo!
yesterday was fun man.. :)
first stop, his house. A VISIT. cool house. love the furnitures luh. so white. =x
ate korean food. yummy! :D
a treat of ice cream from him. yeah! :D
second stop, met janice at clementi.
go jurong point. :)
ate sushi! woo... nice. :D
went to arcade to play jubeat. XD JUBEAT!
third stop, met kumar. watch movie. 645
night at the museum 2 :D
then met yvonne. + kumar. watch movie again. XD 915
watch angels and demons. damn cool luhs. :D
by the time i went home it was already 12 plus le. so sleepy.

janice started poking all the pins into my hair. -.-
me and janice. :Dv

CAMP! CAMP! CAMP! :D

2009-05-30T19:39:00.008+08:00

hey people!!!! im back from camp! it was a three days two nights camp. :D it was fun fun fun! haha. at the same time it was disgusting, pissing, sleepy, noisy, and HOT.
day 1 ---
nothing much. was in school in the morning. had to do our flag. it was the AYG- asian youth games thing. had to choose a country and then make a dance related to the country. our class chose malaysia. had to learn malay dance from elliza and ellia anddraw the flag.
after we changed into our camp shirt, we set off to changi adventure camp. we were bored in the stupid small bus so jacob made it better by singing songs. kiddy songs, - london bridge, twinkle little star, mary had a little lamb, barney, barbie girl and lots of other stuffs. oh ya. kabury chocolate song is nice :D
wouldnt it be nice if the world was kabury,
driving in a car would be a tasty treat...
changing gear would soon become a problem...
kabury tasty milk is so good to eat...
when you arrive at your destination,
you'll be greeted with a inspiration...
wouldnt it be nice. :D
we played the zig zag- you have to walk on the wooden thing. which is shaky. not that easy. then we did our camp fire prep.
every 5 mins, the plane comes flying by. its damn cool. sometimes it flies as low as the trees.
day 2--
had to wake up early in the morning... -.- build a raft, went for kayaking. had to partner a guy, vincent! :D zipline= flying fox? damn fun. not scary at all. you have to fly down from the third storey. :D then we did rock climbing. my first time. wasnt that easy. i fell like twice but manage to get to the top. :D kayaking was tiring man. but super fun. had to wear shoes in the sea. damn disgusting sia! all the sand in my shoes and it stinks!
makan cheer :D our cheer before we eat
instructor: queenstown are you hungry???!!!!
us: sha! clap-clap clap(to the right)
sha! clap-clap clap (to the left)
sha! sha! sha! cha! (right left right left)
xi shua shua~ xi shua shua~ xi shua shua~
maaaaaaa!!!!! kan!
the food there are alot more nicer than our school's one. :D yummy! and i always eat double serving. instuctor malek said im a big eater and he will remember me for that! haha.
sleeping at camp is easy.. because you get damn exausted during the day. i dint have a good bathe. had very limited time and it was very sqeezy. i had to share cubicle with jan. -.- at night we had camp fire. :D woohoo! time to dance!
there was alot of shouting sia.. lucky no sore throat.
day 3--
time to say goodbye D: sad. to make it memorable, we had a class photo.. and we had to do area cleaning. and sui sui, we need wash the toilet . -.- what the fish. damn disgusting.. our instuctors were like helping us but its all damn wrong when they see the er-hem. pad? our instructors were guys!! XD

kayaking! :Dwe did survival cooking during day 1. hate it!

zig zac

in class, learning malay dancing

raft building

instructors

owww... pain. ------- happy birthday jonathan!

2009-05-17T10:25:00.005+08:00

this was on thursday. i went to causeway.

OHAIYO GOSAIMAS~ last two nights i went for jogging and other trainings. - sit ups. my body is like aching man... help. PAIN.

friday i went to IKEA AGAIN.. and sat on this trolley thing. haha. vincent push me. :D then went to anchor point to see the pets. kawai desu :D viewed one of the shops which was damn cool. sell those funny funny stuffs. haha

hey. gtg. BRB. later gonna have buffet! :D my cousin's birthday. happy birthday jonathan! you are 21 now (:

exams are over!

2009-05-14T10:36:00.005+08:00

woohoo!!!!! exams are gonna be over :D tmr last paper. - chinese listening compre.
today was D n T paper. yesterday was art. :D haha.
i was so drenched just now. raining heavily. and i even took the wrong bus. i went to ikea. -.- i wait and wait and wait for the busto bring me back to school but then it took really long. i had to take taxi insteat. $5.40. -.- just from ikea to school. wad the fish....
btw. im now at patrizha's house. gonna go swimming later. :D then go causeway play arcade XD hur hur.
okay. im off~ bye bye ~ (fly)

tired....i want sleep~ 5 more minutes...

2009-05-10T23:58:00.003+08:00

btw, im currently staying at my ahma house. which is at lakeside. i have to wake up at like 5 everyday to go to school. take bus there already then take mrt then take bus again. -.- wad the fish. im deprive of sleep. D:

lost and found

2009-05-10T23:26:00.004+08:00

OMG. im so happy. my aunt bought me 3 pairs of new shoes and a new bag. :D haliluja!
okay. i'll just summarise the week. math, science,history,english paper one, chinese paper one, english paper two. - over! :D literature, chinese paper two , art, D n T - not over. D:
last thursday after school, planned to go to queenway mac but went the wrong way. had to walk from Holland to queensway. it was so damn hot. -.- i could die from the heat man.
i told vincent i had a good sense of direction and he said'' yeah.. righ..''
vincent ordered double cheese burger. i ordered mc spicy. woo. SPICY. :D then theres this pond nearby which had alot of turtles. so cute :D haha. walked to queensway library after that. saw xuan lin, qiu rong and xin yi. studied at the quiet corner. vincent kept dozing off. told him to rest awhile but he dont want. -.- not enough sleep huh?
i went back quite early. around 530 when walked out the library, i couldnt find my wallet. vincent ran up to the library to find it. just then... i found it. its in the front of my bag, im such a retard man.
had to idle around my sis pri school alone but then i saw Roda. chatted with her till 615. then went to pick sis.
friday- my sports day with vincent. :D hero of the day- ikea stuff and vincent
after school went to Ikea to eat hot dog. its yummy and cheap. :D met daryl and went to anchor point to visit the pet shop. the hamsters are damn cute! and that bunny too. :D i have three hamsters at home. super fat. XD haha.
was about to go back to school then i realise my wallet was missing. really really missing. its not on me. its at IKEA!!!!! wah... chiong uh. lucky one of the stuff saw it and returned it at the counter. phew.. heng uhh. vincent said i was lucky and sui at the same time. -.-
went back to school and played badminton, basketball, volleyball, frisbee. :D
woah. damn tiring.
hang around redhill playground with vincent. he had to go after awhile. saw zhi qiang then went to redhill market with him. saw feng hui , willy and two othe guys. sat around... blabla.
zhi qiang follow me go pick sis at pri school. :D end of the story.
saturday i had steamboat and barbeque at my ahma house. celebration of mamas day. haha. played basketball at night with my cousin and i saw this indian family play badminton. i felt like playing too. so i asked if i could play too. the father of the family played with me. i had fun :D now my hand is aching. D: dun care..
sunday i stayed in the room the whole day studying for my chinese and doing my art. almost done. :D tuesday will be having literature and chinese exam. sian. WISH EVERYDAY GOOD LUCK FOR EXAMS :D haha. jia yous!

no music. sorry

2009-05-01T10:20:00.004+08:00

sorry people. ther wont be any music for now till i get someone to help me. having some kinda problem with it. HELP

harrie got stuck in the drain -.-

2009-05-01T09:00:00.008+08:00

hey. the girl is back! ive got a story to tell!
yesterday i had english paper one. wasnt that difficult. :)
and the most bizare thing happened too. hilarious luh.
it was after school, me daryl vincent janice jacob and kah weng stayed back in class to play 'tennis ball'. we just threw it at each other. and then i accidentally threw it at daryl's....... eh hem. yeah. XD sorry.
then after that i went downstair with vincent to continue the game. something like baseball. and then the ball went into that small drain. -.- it was stuck inside. to get was to push it out through the othe end. we tried using the broom but dint work. vincent gave the idea of buying a vangard sheet. (a big piece of paper) . that dint really work either. but we did get a few broken bricks out. XD haha. so i suggested of combining the broom stick and the paper together. see if it will work. it helped only alittle. it was near the end.
we tried using water. vincent had to run to the toilet to get water. like run there more than 5 times?
sfter we pour it in, the ball just wouldnt come out. okay. this is the worst part. he stuffed his hand in that disgusting hole to get it out! omg. DISGUSTING MAN. D: yuck!
vincent had to rush his work so i play it by myself. and it went through the window of class 1F. -.- what the shit man. somemore the classs was locked. i sprint to the general office to get the key. along the way saw marx and rafael said hi and bye and then sprint back to get the ball in the class. -.-
im exhausted. but i still played basketball with Lex, Garrett, Gary, Gerald, vincent and kevin. lex gary and gerald were like half naked. -.- kevin asked if he could take off his pants. -.- then played match. it was fun. i did score. :) haha

you caught my eyes. i noticed you. i wanna know you more

i'm so guilty D: sorry marx

2009-04-21T09:35:00.004+08:00

hi people. im now in the school's computer lab :D
eventhough its like been only a few hours in school, many things happened.
firstly, the volleyball i borrowed from marx is confiscated. D:
dass said she will return it to me after exam. T.T
owww. i feel so guilty. he said its okay. he got alot more at home. -.-
confiscated because- i played it in class yesterday and the guys were noisy. some teacher complained. sooo. yeah. ye know. sigh...
im so gonna say sorry to him after school. i must.
and during pe, we dint do much. only take height and weight. sian.
anyways, gtg. aslam is scolding. haha.

the phone is MIA

2009-04-17T15:26:00.007+08:00

yo im back. :D

HERO OF THE DAY: YANG CHERH

HERO FOR TUESDAY: MR SINGH

long story for the day, but then i was damn screwed cos i almost lost my phone. and lucky yang cherh told me that it was in the classroom. if not i would think i really left my phone in the toilet. thanks alot dude. and i found out that my phone can teleport. cool huh? lol. two days ago i REALLY REALLY LOST MY PHONE. but mr singh found it in the toilet. staff toilet, to be exact.

ohya. and i lost 50 bucks like yesterday the yesterday? i think. dont know. im blur.

today there was math test, science quiz and expository writing test. stress man. pass or NO PASS? MOST LIKELY THAT. next week got more test. -.- i am so gonna die. woohoo.

yesterday was fun. i played basketball. and i can throw 3 pointer shot already. FINALLY LUH. and and uhh. my basketball kana confiscated by mr aslam. -.- because SOMEBODY played with it. rahs.. probably will return it i guess.

below are pictures taken at battle box during history trip on wednesday. and the next day was cross country. i got like 13 for under 14 girls. nahs. not top 10. cant get anything. but im gonna train. after that i went with lu wei to bugis to take neo print, walked at street, went to arcade, went to say hi to my god bro whose working thr. and then i went home. bye for now. will be back soon.

ramdom

2009-04-03T15:06:00.005+08:00

wad th heck. -.-

guys.. wad are you doing?

yoo. nothing special about today, just find that chemistry was really interesting and cool. and that i got my secondary school card. finally! haha.

uhh. we took some pictures of some people. haha.

save the earth!

2009-04-03T14:37:00.005+08:00

woo. two days ago i went to the science center for a science talk with my classmates namely janice patrizha and vincent. and also with class 2b 2c 2d. it was damn interesting. its about man and environment. about global warming. we also watched a 2o minutes video, with the sheep doing the talking. cute huh? haha. it was telling us that now earth is heating up and the temperature doesnt goes down when it is suppose too. horrible right? soon everyone , every plant and animal will die!!!! cos earth is too hot to live in. too much CO2 liao.

carbon dioxide is absorb by the green house effect to keep the earth warm. when it absorbs too much of heat... then..there is global warming. it is caused by burning of too many non biodegradable stuff like plastic. deforestation is also the main problem. killing of trees. -.- lol. so... please recycle your items, save electricity, bring your own bags to carry your grocerries instead of using platic bags. thanks you! :)

at the beach for cip :D

2009-03-27T23:16:00.007+08:00

sorry vincent. i spell your name wrong. XD

drawn by vincent

my seashells

owww. vincent injured his leg. D:

calandra and vincent.

jia ming and vincent

calandra soon me

eeek. rubbish!

eh! wait for me luh! D:

hi peeps! sorry for not updating for such a long long time. -.- ps. was kinda busy. lets start off with the week before the holiday and the holiday week. :)

things that were fun during the week before holiday: bio class, history class. :D

SEE THE PICTURES. ;D YEAH.

history lesson: * mr chong wanted us to watch a movie on the world war thingy. but no sound came out! so he had to climb up to on the speakers. but still no use. too bad... D:

so we went to class 2c to watch. WITHOUT PERMISSION. mr chong is so bad. =x

during the holidays: * went to east coast park to do CIP work. my dad drove syahirah and me there. hurhur. it was FUN FUN FUN! :D haha.

i collected ALOT ALOT ALOT of SEASHELLS. XD cool huh? and we rent a bicycle for 3 hours. $9 dollars fly away~ shoo~ then we took mrt home with calandra and vincent.

to calandra, jiaming, syahirah, vincent: we had a great time yeah? :)

2009-02-25T06:03:00.006+08:00

hey hey! update! :D

yesterday was like the most hilarios day of my life. it was super fun!haha

during recess time, i bought this packet of noodles and then i walking halfway my fork drop -.- soon after that the whole packet drop on the floor! what the hell luh! 2 dollar thing like that gone liao lor.. humph.

then after school, joseph, patrizha and joseph, go climb the indoor sports hall the thing behind. woah we climbed so high. :D and then we both climbed out the school's back gate. joseph had to go T.T . . . i and patrizha went to play the round and round circle thing and i fell like two eimes but she fell about 5 to 6 times. haha XD we also played the echo thing and we sang. after that we went to dawson 7 eleven and buy mee goreng. we also came across this cute shop. haha. patrizha was so nice.. she tuitioned me for math. thanks patrizha! :D haha. enjoy the pictures!

valentine's day

2009-02-16T06:28:00.004+08:00

hihi everyone!
happy belated valentine's day to all!
hope you all had fun on that day yeah? :D

2009-02-05T17:32:00.004+08:00

a damn mean guy.

i dint go for house prctice that day because i was sick. i got MC. then on tuesday morning. after school assembly, when i saw my head master mr yuen, i show him my MC and this is wad he told me '' mc is not an excuse''. what the hell luh! then wad you want? death cert ah? then he say yesterday he call me but i hung up when he told me who he was. EH HEM! HELLO? NO SUCH THING HAPPENED OKAY! YOU BLOODY FREAK! i swear with my life that no such thing happened. i wanted to ask him which number he called and he said this '' you dont ask the question. im the one asking.''i slap your face then you know. you think you who very big uh? and he was like ''who could be holing on to your phone?''
me: i left my phone in the living room. maybe it was my mum who answered it.
him:so your mum answered it and hung up on me?
me: or maybe i answered it but accidentaly hung up.
him: first you say your mum answered it then now you say you answer it.
me: i SAID maybe it was my mum or me.(you dumbass)
you stare at me i stare at you.
him: i dont want to pursue this matter anymore. you beter be careful. i dont want to see your face again.
is that some kinda threat? you think im scared? dont think you canbully me okay. i purposel still come for house pract leh. let yo see my face. not happy? wad can you do? slap me? go ahead. you are just falling into my trap you bitch.

2009-02-02T06:10:00.000+08:00

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2009-01-15T05:54:00.004+08:00

aaaaaahh. this few days so chiong sia. no time to do thigs i wanted to do. im so tired... nd then to make it worst, he will be gone by 8am. flying to australia. and this time he will not come back. i mean he will, but only after his graduation. when i knew he was leaving, on moday i chiong go to bugis to get him a gift. actually is a late birthday present. haha. i went to THE WALLET SHOP and got him a wallet. XD kana stuck thr dunno which one to choose =.=
and then i thought thatt he will come to school yesterday for the last time and you kow what? he came back the day before. wad the hell luh. i left his present at home ye know! so i chiong home. run until like cross country. =.= when i came back, i ws late for history remedial. zzz but nvr mind. :) then during the boys badminton practice i ask someone to pass it to him.

yesterday chiong go to tiong, bought hamster food and then took taxi fly home :D the bus very long. XD after that i did my homework until at night. stupid bloody chinese compo ! and i not yet finish my book review!!!!!!! haiyo

2009-01-09T06:15:00.004+08:00

yo yo. two days ago was my birthday. school went well. everything went well. thanks everyone who remembered my birthday :) love you guys :) and special thanks to brandon, kenneth and janice. i love the presents :DD so cute, so lovely and so sweet. :) so now im forteen. yeah! :D haha.

2008-12-25T23:09:00.002+08:00

I WISH YOU A MERRY CHRISTMAS~
I WISH YOU A MERRY CHRISTMAS~
I WISH YOU A MERRY CHRISTMAS~
AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR~ !!!!

HOHOHO!! MERY CHRISTMAS TO ALL :DDD

2008-12-23T06:45:00.004+08:00

WOAH..im so tired.

urrgh.. yesterdays training was sooooo tiring man. for the whole i've been learning how to smash down the shuttle court. and i just cant get it right. =.= nevermind chung lin says he will teach me next monday :D

i saw kai jun with his friends at school, we said hello to each other. he was on his way out to dunno where. his hair was dyed. NICE... :D after i bought my drink i and huilin walked back to the indoor stadium. we were like wodering how the hell they disappear so fast. okay? nevermind.
we continue walking and when we were at the gate to the stadium. we saw them =.= looks like they pop by the stadium. we were going in and they were going out. then hor.... that stupid kai jun block my way =.= purposely stand infront of me! >< then i poke him. and he siam. wahaha XD he is such a retarded ass.
and then the rest of the training was just me practising how to smash. coach is anoying me alot nowadays. because of SOME reason.. =.= WADEVA. after training, still got training!!! wad the hell luh. need to run from one to another end dunno how many times sia.. haiyo. leg pain hand pain uhh.

2008-12-13T10:52:00.006+08:00

LOL.

so i was saying im gonna go out with him right? yeah. and so i did :D. it dint really went that well. DD: wad do you expect =.= just me and him only, that will be so boring.. this is wad happened....

i met him at lakeside mrt. we agreed to meet at the taping card thing thr but in the end he was alrdy upstairs. =.= i had to call and ask whr the hell is he. then he changed plan and decided to go to cineleisure. we had to change train three times to get to orchard!! =.='' then when we sit the train, he everytime dunno fly go whr. so scared of me. ><'' i didnt mind that or whatever. uh huh. then when we arived,we went to buy two twilight light tickets. and he paid for me. cos i dun have any small change. the note too big XD haha. thanks uhh chung lin. =)

after that we walked around the whole place. urrgghhh!!! so boring!!! =.='' let me tell you this the show sucks man. not totally. the action part is way cool. and edward rocks :DD
the shows ended and we went playing basketball with his friends at tiong thr. actually...i dint play. =.= i dunno them. after awhile they had to go. i went to meet my cuz. went to ngee ann poly cos she have meeting. i had to sit one side. it was so boring luh. i almost fall asleep. too tired. the day before i slept only 2 hours. hahaa.

i went to watch midnight show at "the cathay" 12.10am then start. =.= omg luh. need to wait an hour plus lorh. soooooo sooooo tired man. advice to you dun watch "the day the earth stood still" one word to describe it S+U+C+K+Y+!!!!!!!! waste my money sia.. urgh. =.= $10 dollars... haiya. i went back at 3+ am.

sorry uhh chung lin. i know... it dint went very well. but nvrm! :) we still have christmas day and see ya in badminton prac yeah? dont forget i owe you money. XD

2008-12-12T08:39:00.003+08:00

erm.. i forgot to mention that two days ago i went out with yvonne to....opps i forgot the place name! east smth smth i think. then went to eat sakae, played arcade. and then we went back to get our socks cos we are gonna play bowling!! =D
we ordered to chocolate milk which was so ex luh. $2.50 ye noe? and it taste so horrible. ewwk! =.='' then after bowling we played pool. =D it was inside too. ha. to save money we actually try to stop the balls from rolling into the hole. i told evonne which hole i aiming then she stood there with the hand inside so she can catch the ball if it falls in. HAHAA! XD
then we ate supper! or breakfast. MAC. cos it was like 1am. -.- then we walked home again.

i love the morning breeze :)

2008-12-12T00:48:00.002+08:00

ello updating!!

woots, im gonna go out with chung lin.well he is back from australia. i did mention before about him going thr to study and all and he is going back there soon. so... i better tresure the moments with him.
im gonna watch twilight and maybe go forr some bowling! yeah! haha. i hope we will have a great time. better be. XD i know it gonna be awkard. but like i said to him, ''I WONT EAT YOU UP!'' AHAHA.
im like so excited luh! firstly is going out with him only and watching TWILIGHT!!!! omg luh! twilight rocks man! =DDDD we will be watching at plaza sing. then after that decide wad to do.
so, later! will keep you posted =)

you know... living without a phone is horrible. -.-

a super fun and tiring day

2008-12-06T19:04:00.010+08:00

the missing ticket! :D

ate this after the show. yummy yummy!

me, sandra, yvonne

me and yvonne

took this pic under the great big tree :)

hello hello! update! :D

a supur supur fun and tiring day! :DD

this few days i ton at my cousin house forr some reason then yesterday went out with yvonne[cousin] and my sis at around 6 o'clock.went to bugis street and bought that ink bag i wanted at $34. we bargained! XD haha.

after that go to bugis SP and ate MAC. ordered a MEGA mac spicy. :D hao chi worr! then went to play arcade spent $20+ -=.= [money fly away~] we play the basketball thing play until hand pain. played the drum and broom broom the car XD HAHA. walked around the place bought some chocolates. after that sent sis home.

we chiong to jurong mall to watch midnight movie. buy the tickets already horr then yvonne lost the tickets -.- wad the hell. we told the person about it then heng heng they let us in. the person led us in and told two person to sit at the other side just to leave two seats forr us. so paiseh larh! everybody look at us sia.. just because of us they had be seperated from their friends. >_<

we watched the show BOLT. the dog and the hamster so cute and funny luh! :D hahaha. watch finish the show already like 2+. buy the cup noodle and eat. AND FOUND THE TICKETS!! it was inside yvonne's wallet =.= alamak! never open our eyes big big. grrhh...

we walked all the way home from jurong point to tamah jurong there. we lazy take cab. got midnight charge leh XD wah... we walk until leg very very tired.. 35min of walking. =.='' walk and chat chat chat. kinda creepy and dark. wad you expect, its 3am in the morning! when we reached home, we boom on the bed. Zzz Zzz...

i'm happy! so so happy! :)

2008-12-03T04:43:00.006+08:00

soon syahirah... i see you :D

min ho's work of art.

min ho brandon and ajmeer

mavis you are so hot! haha

me me me! :DDD

2008-11-20T16:14:00.004+08:00

woots! i've been really busy this few weeks cos of badminton practice :DD it rawks okay! ii love training! though its tiring but at least i always enjoy myself :) especially when someone is around.. :) you know who you are.
i always meet up with dar then go together. sometimes say meet then dunno fly go where. -.-
say meet at redhill mrt the bus stop then i reach there liao dint see her. thought she was late or something. in the end is not. actually she was at the opposite bus stop and we dint see each other!! wad the hell! haha. wad a big mess up. :)

2008-10-29T23:48:00.004+08:00

oww... now its the holidays and i hate it. not that i love going to shool to study, but i just miss my friends and him.. :( hais... the holidays are long. very long... im soo god damn bored luh. that nothing to do. i cant go out also. staying at home just kills me! D: but lucky theres badminton practice. :) well... there is nothing much to say. wish you all happy holidays then! :DD bye!

2008-10-21T06:16:00.004+08:00

opps..sorrie mates!
for the update. um.. well i got back my results and i passed everything except science -.- i passed english main paper by half a mark and i passed literature by 1 mark. zzz how pathetic. but at least this time i passed. i failed mid year..
then my science i got 47.5...
my math is....uh.. i forgot. really.
history 49/90
chinese 69
art 97
D n T 43/6o

2008-10-10T05:49:00.004+08:00

mdm tham -.- our damn smelly freaky physics teacher... wad is she trying to do? supermodel uh? lols.. it will be a mirical if anyone understands her teaching-.-

she is damn dumb larh. she thought the class door lock then ask we all sit outside and listen to her blabering..

2008-10-09T08:28:00.003+08:00

free at last :DD

woah! finally the exams are over. ;) hmmm. the papers are not exactly that difficult luh.=x
now..i'll just have to hold my breath and wait for the rsults ;D
i can tell you the results are gonna be bad>> oh god! im gonna die!

2008-10-05T06:52:00.003+08:00

hey jiehs. remember this?
HAHAHA! damn freaking funny luh! the mutated bear. haha. idiot siol. quash the head in and place a new head on! :D it was claire's teddy bear. and she doesnt noe! haha. if she noes, she will kill me man!

2008-10-05T04:38:00.006+08:00

my horrible life._.

sianz. that day kana caught for *eh-hem then the bitch almost call police. ask my mother come down. my mother dun care ask me down there wait long long._. waliao eh. then my father came. then need say sorrie to the bitch. suei uhh.. my father went to tell dass about it and she went to tell the counceller and after exam, i need to go for the councelling._. just a waste of time nia lorh. somemore ask me write dunno wad report siol. AND THAT COUNCELLOR IS THAT MS CHEAM!!!>>
zzz. im also damn damn stress. need study=.= exam already started. first study so hard siol. hais. i study until like mad dog uh! STRESS STRESS STRESS!! grrugh...faster end T.T

2008-09-16T16:12:00.003+08:00

lyrics for the song '' i'll remember you:
It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never changecause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything
I'll remember you,and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like thisI
'll be there for you,no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember youI promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried

You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything
I'll remember yooooou,and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for yooooou,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
If the day should come when you need someone(you know that i'll follow)I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind'cause I'll remember you, youI
'll remember you,and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
Forever baby, I'll remember you

2008-09-15T17:37:00.003+08:00

I told myself today was gonna be the day
No more excuses 'cuz I knew exactly what to say
Was gonna make my play but just like yesterday
My mind erased and I let the moment slip away
Another night got me sitting here all on my own
Picking up the phone,
But I cant get past the dial tone
Racking my brain
Going insane
Again and again
I cant keep going this way

[Chorus]
Crushed,
By the sweetest lips I've never kissed
And your fingertips and the warmest touch I've always missed
Crushed,
By the softest hands I've never held
Probably never tell,
You're the strongest love that I've ever felt
Crushed,
That I haven't ever let you know
How it always goes
Cuz I lose my nerve whenever you get clos
eAnd so I'm left,
Short of breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby I'm so crushed

So I told myself that tomorrow's gonna be the day
And I keep on telling myself that I'm gonna find a way
And I wont be afraid just like yesterday
Wont walk away never gonna let another chance slip away
Cuz I gotta know which ever way its gonna go
Rest my heart and soul
Cuz there can never be no more
Racking my brain
Going insane
Again and again
I wont keep going this way

[Chorus]
Crushing I'm so into you, don't know what I'm going to do.
Gotta find a way to you.(and I wanna stress that I always missed)
(Crushed)Crushing I'm so into you, don't know what I'm going to do.
Gotta find a way to you.(strongest love I ever felt)(Crushed)Crushing I'm so into you, don't know what I'm going to do.
Gotta find a way to you.And so I'm left, short-of-breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby I'm soCruuuushed

he flew away to australia~

2008-09-09T06:06:00.007+08:00

on sunday,07-sept-08,10:55pm, i found out that chung lin had left for AUSTRALIA on saturday,06-sept-08 at 9:55am ;( ;( he is migrating there as he is a malaysian. just like he migrated to singapore and came to queenstown :D
he will not be coming back for some time..which is..i dunno? 10years later? zzz thats way long. T.T the moment i found out he had left, i really felt like crying. i know him for only like for half year only? hais... its like the whole world had colasped on me. he dint even tell me he was leaving.( you ar such a jerk) until garrett told me then i found out.=.= this is torturing!!

chunglin, my dearest friend. where ever you are now. i hope you will not forget all your friends and your buddies. and we all love you :) we will miss you lots. ALOT. we await till the day you come back :) if you hav the chance, you should visit singapore during the holidays :D come find us. :) :) WE ALL MISS YOU BADLY!! D: and...enjoy yourself there. study hard :D

*good friends are just like star. you dont have to always see them but you know they are always there :)

*to the world you are just one person but to one one person you could mean the world :)

2008-08-19T14:16:00.004+08:00

hell man. i hate studying. T.T especially math. the math trainee teacher sucks. that ms wee T.T she dunno how teach de lorhs. Zzz some more need stay back. i den dunwan ah. hais. i passed my histor y test that day. phew..then today another test! grrrrhh. i dint study. dunno how. sure fail again T.T

2008-08-05T13:25:00.005+08:00

sorrie for not updating my bloggie!! i was busy and lazy...zzz haha. hais...i failed my history test that day...den today got another history test. i got STUDY derh okay! from ytd study until morning i study again. i dint want to fail!! and i also failed my english test..HAIS.....

2008-06-29T10:15:00.005+08:00

yo! simone here:) im back

yeah!! make my blog template le!!:) like it? nicer than before? hope soo.. hahas^^

taggie-matt: thank you:) well...maybe it does look emo o.o

2008-06-24T13:38:00.004+08:00

hellos!! guess where i m at tis moment? computer lab sia...nth to do then come blog lorrhs..zzz taecher talking so much shit x.x dunno what he talking about....okay.. nth to write liao...byebye!!

2008-06-24T06:19:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to Alvin Tan!!

the day i will nvr forget;]

2008-06-14T21:12:00.006+08:00

last last thursday, i went out with Soon, bendon, douglas, alicia, jarren,lionel ling and....who ah?? forget liao..haha. paiseh. dont blame mi if i nvr include u. uh....then go wild wild wet swim swim. haha. it was soo fun:] but...not tt perfect for mii..well dont really wish to talk about it. AT least i somehow enjoyed myself:) i was being splashed with water. LOLs. splash back at them!><
there wass once, lionel ling drop his specs in the water! haha! damn funny sia...lucky can find it. guess who found it? Soon. she step on it!!><
at the end of the day, i take taxi fly~ back home. cos nid reach home by 6pm then not enough time soo i take taxi home lors. hahas. 20 over dollars sia...not enoug money then i pay 10 dollars plus only. the uncle soo kind:p. okays. gtg le. buhbyes:]

2008-05-30T07:07:00.005+08:00

hais.....i miss school soo much.. i miss everyone.. and i miss him too. i miss jeanie prettyass,huilin darling,luwei sweetheart,soon syahirah, all my precious luh... hope to see u all soon... MUACKSS!

2008-04-25T06:12:00.003+08:00

haliluya!!! guess what?? i did well for my NAPFA sia.. woohoo!! sit-up-43, sit n reach- 40 or 41, pull-up-20, shuttle run-10.62sec(forget liao) ,2.4run- 16.05min, standingg broad jump-185cm......haha nice rite. hehe =x nice rite? nice year must trai harder. then can get the top performer thing. :D jiayous!